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Emma Longmore's first dalliance,
after she leaves her husband, involves the seduction of a
naive young clergyman . . .
Soon the pair
were walking along the river bank, admiring the wild
flowers that were raising their timid heads to the spring
sunshine.
'That bank of daffodils over there reminds me of
William Wordsworth's lyric,' Emma said. 'Do you read
poetry, Robert?'
He shook his head. 'To me, the finest poetry is to be
found in the good book, Miss Emma. The psalms, for
instance.'
Emma smiled. 'Or the 'Song of Solomon', perhaps:
"Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth, for
thy love is better than wine".'
Robert cleared his throat and stared hard at the path.
'Yes, quite. The poem is an allegory of spiritual love,
of course.'
'Is it?' Emma feigned surprise. 'I had always thought of
it literally, as a beautiful tribute of a lover to his
beloved.'
'Of course physical love may be beautiful,' Robert went
on, pompously, 'provided it is pure and holy, sanctified
by the sacrament of marriage.'
'Ah yes! My late husband and I greatly enjoyed
celebrating that sacrament over and over again. I was
fortunate that my husband was experienced in the ways of
love, since he had made love to many women before he met
me.'
Robert's eyes widened in astonishment. 'Are you saying
your husband was... a degenerate libertine?'
Emma smiled. 'No, just an experienced lover. There is a
difference. A libertine cares nothing for the pleasure of
women, only for his own. My Henry always made sure that
his partner was as satisfied as he.'
Robert looked decidedly uneasy. His pace quickened,
suggesting he wanted to get back to civilisation as soon
as possible. 'I think one should not talk of such
things,' he muttered.
'What, of women being satisfied? It is not fashionable, I
know, to admit that women also have desires. However, I
can assure you it is true. And if a man does not
recognise that fact and try to please his partner, you
may be sure she will find another who does.'
'I think a woman may be pleased with a virtuous and
chaste husband, Miss Emma.'
'Do you intend to marry, Robert?'
'Perhaps. When I can get a Living.'
Emma could feel her pulses quickening, and decided to
press home her advantage. She was aware that while the
curate was extremely embarrassed by her talk, he was also
filled with curiosity. She took his arm as they came to
the bridge over the river, pressing close to his side.
'Perhaps you should start 'living' a little more
yourself, Robert!'
He drew back from her, his cheeks scarlet. 'I took you
for a modest woman, Miss Emma, but our conversation so
far has been very immodest. Shall we change the subject?'
'If you wish,' she sighed. 'What shall we talk about -
the weather?'
'I fear you mock me. Perhaps we had better cut short our
walk and postpone your visit to the vicarage.'
Emma sighed. 'I see that you are afraid of life, like too
many of your fellow clerics.'
'Afraid of life? How absurd!'
'You fear the vital urge, Robert, that wonderful
wellspring of ecstasy that is the province not only of
saints but of ordinary men and women, if only they would
throw off the shackles of so-called civilisation. Church
doctrine has labelled sex sinful to deprive us of that
right to pleasure.'
'I repeat, love is not sinful within the frame of
marriage...'
Emma realised that all this argument was futile. A more
direct approach was needed to break their impasse. There
was a small copse nearby, and she drew him into the shade
of the trees on the pretext of gathering some early
bluebells.
'They wilt in a day or so,' she sighed. 'But they are so
delightful while they last. Like love.'
He was watching her, obviously excited by the sight of
her bending low so that her rump was thrust into the air.
She knew he wanted her, but he would never make the first
move. She must be bold. Bringing the flowers to him she
invited him to smell their delicate scent.
'They were created for us to enjoy,' she smiled. 'Like
our bodies.'
So saying, Emma stood on tiptoe and pressed her mouth to
his. She perceived that conscience and curiosity fought
in him for a few seconds, but then curiosity won. Roughly
he pulled her close, thrusting his mouth onto hers with a
low moan, and she pushed his lips apart to allow access
to her questing tongue. She could feel his soft lips
tremble, fluttering like the wings of a nervous
butterfly, as she ran her tongue lightly between them,
tasting the violet scent of a cachou he had been chewing
earlier. He did not pull away but moaned, softly, so she
reached down and felt his hardness through his trousers,
making him moan all the more.
'Pray stop, temptress!' he gasped at last, pulling back.
'I would not be a temptation if you did not desire me,'
she murmured.
'It is true, I do desire you, wretched woman! But tempt
me no more, I beg of you!'
She pushed him away from her. 'Well, that is enough for
now, Robert. Perhaps we should walk on?'
Smiling to herself, and filled with elation at giving the
man his first kiss, Emma let him lead her back onto the
path. She knew she had him well aroused, and this delay
would work to her advantage.
'I do not know what came over me,' Robert declared, in a
daze, as they resumed their progress.
'It is quite natural. I think you will be more
compassionate towards your fellow men and women when you
understand the true nature of their desires. After all,
passion and compassion are close bedfellows, are they
not?'
'So are sex and sin!' he retorted.
They walked in silence until the spire of the church and
the slate roof of the vicarage were in sight. Once the
maidservant had left the tea things and Emma had him
alone in the drawing-room, she realised that she must
again make a bold approach. Ignoring his small talk she
began unbuttoning her blouse, watching his flushed,
stunned face all the while. Soon the naked bulge of her
cleavage was clearly visible and Robert's eyes fastened
on it helplessly. She knew she could take complete
command of him now. He was in thrall to his own desires,
forced, for the first time in his restricted life, to
acknowledge that he wanted a woman. She took his hand and
placed it on the cleft, murmuring encouragement.
'Feel how soft my skin is, how warm and inviting. You may
kiss me there if you like.'
Impelled by sudden hunger the curate plunged his face
between her breasts and began to kiss them greedily.
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